Guitarist809 tis' back!!

[guitarist809]

Hello everyone, as you may of noticed, I was gone for quite some time on these forums without explaining why.

I was in El Cajon (California) with my grandparents for my Chrismas break.

I never had time to say that I was gone, but I am back for good (until summer ). I was gone from the 19th to the 30th of december + 36 hours of being locked in a car getting there.

Feels good to be back!

[Verdagon]

YES! Finally!

Hudra's been gone, you've been gone, and I never see Phillip. It seemed like I was the only person in WMT! lol...

Come onto AIM for a min. We need to have a WMT meeting about our January plans.

[!HUDRA!]

#1 YAY
#2 make this into an announcement

[Verdagon]

#1 w00t
#2 no, lol

[!HUDRA!]

Lol Verd. Guess what book this is from (you have to be spacific like the epesode)
I had to copy this whole thing from the book; only 2 pages of it.



This is how it feels to be Anakin Skywalker, forever:
The first dawn of light in your universe brings pain.
The light burns you. It will always burn you. Part of you will always lie upon black glass sand beside a lake of fire while flames chew upon your flesh.
You can hear yourself breathing. It comes hard, and harsh, and it scrapes nerves already raw, but you cannot stop it. You can never stop it. You cannot even slow it down.
You don't even have lungs anymore.
Mechanisms hardwired into your chest breathe for you. They will pump oxygen into your bloodstreem forever.
"Lord vader? Lord Vader, can you hear me?"
And you can't, not in the way you once did. Sensors in the shell that prisons your head trickle meaning directly into your brain.
You open your scoorched-pale eyes; optical sensors integrade light and shadow into a hideous simulacrum of the world around you.
Or prehaps the simulacrum is perfect, and it is the world that is hedeous.
"Padme? Are you there? Are you all right?" you try to say, but another voice speaks for you, out from the vocabulatar that servers you for the burned-away lips and tounge and throat.
"Padme? Are you there? Are you all right?"
"I'm very sorry, Lod Vader. I'm afraid she died. It seems in your anger, you killed her."
This burns hotter than the lava had.
"No...no, it is not possible!"
You loved her. You will always love her. You could never will her death.
Never.
But you remember...
You remember all of it
You remember the dragon that you brought Vader forth from your heart to slay. You remember the cold venom in Vader's blood. You remember the furnace of Vader's fury, and the black hatred of seizing her throat to silence her lying mouth-
And there is one blazing moment in which you finaly understand that there was no dragon. That there was no Vader. That there was only you. Only Anakin Skywalker.
That it was all you. Is you.
Only you.
You did it.
You killed her.
You killed her because, finally, when you could have saved her, when you could have gone away with her, when you could have been thinking about her, you were thinking about yourself...
It is in the blazing moment that you finaly understand the trap of the dark side, the final cruelty of the Sith-
Because now your self is all you will ever have.
And you rage and scream and teach through the Force to crush the shadow who has destroyed you, but you are far less now than what you were, you are more than half machine, you are like a painter gone blind, a composer gone deaf, you can remeber where the power was but the power you can touch is only a memory, and so with all your world-destroying fury it is only droids around you that implode, and equipment, and the table on which you were strapped shatters, and in the end, you cannot touch the shadow.
In the end, you do not even want to.
In the end, the shadow is all you have left.
Because the shadow understands you, the shadow forgives you, the shadow gathers you into itself-
And within your furnace heart, you burn in your own flame.
And this is how it feels to be Anakin Skywalker.
Forever...

[Verdagon]

Thats oddly offtopic, but eh, whatever.

I don't like star wars; I wouldn't know this sorta stuff.

[P.Kitty]

It is off topic, I'd say episode 3, but have absolutly no idea.

guitarist, it's good to see you back!

[guitarist809]

Off topic: The acting in episode III sucked!!

[!HUDRA!]

Lol i red the book it makes more cense to me. And the actors act so bad or good is because the RFepublic is flalluing apart Sith have rosen and Padme is about to dye whitch is the reason why it happen because of padme lol.

[guitarist809]

uh - ok then